I’m trying my absolute hardest…
not to go insane! I know I shouldn’t keep complaining because, let’s face it, it doesn’t help at all. I feel like my head is going to explode or I’ll have an emotional breakdown. I’m really trying though! As hard as it was, I had to give myself a serious intervention last week because things were getting out of hand. I’m trying to be more relaxed and appreciate the things I have accomplished as opposed to worrying about the future. I figure that I should enjoy NOW since I’m unemployed and have time. I need to re-evaluate some things before I start applying again.I need to figure out what it is that I want because I know I have SO much to offer. I just need to find it within myself and hopefully channel some hidden strength while I’m at it.This time I really need to aim at one goal and do my best to avoid negative energy and my own bad thoughts that tend to creep up on me at random. I need to stay positive, enjoy life, and smile! Everything WILL get better. Operation FREELANCE is in full effect. Now to just find some inspiration….
Listening to: Lykke Li- Get Some
